there's nothing worse than knowing you had something so great, so beautiful. we were so good for each other, we worked well. and now.. just like that.. it's gone, at the drop of a pin. my whole life has to be rewritten with an ending more sad, my life will become a requiem. its so hard for me to be strong right now. i'm barely holding on and i'm thinking about letting go. i don't know how to handle any of this, but all i know is that my heart wants to explode, flee from my temple, and flake into stars across the night sky.