now that i think about it, i wish i would've called the cops. i'm sorry, i'm not all about stalkers, especially when i don't ask for them. i honestly felt so fucking violated, and for the first time, it made me uncomfortable. i've never felt so pissed off, or scared, or angry all at once. i've never actually wanted to cut a bitch like i did last week. honestly, shut the fuck up already.

okay, so this weekend i'm going to vegas. umm.. yeah. it's gonna be like that. it's honestly just like a dream, it doesn't seem real, nor will it until i'm wasted on top of a bar with my top off. but, that's what vegas is all about, right? haha.. if not, that's what i'm gonna make it.

i've had an epiphany. my eyes are opened. my heart is bleeding the reddest of blood. nothing has felt so fucking good.