i suppose you're never fully ready for what's about to happen next. if you were, it'd never be a surprise. i'm super overwhelmed and taken back by everything that's happened. i never imagined a pain such as this, nor a love that just fades like the sunset. i never imagined losing the one thing i've always been searching for, in an instant, a drop of a dime. since i could remember, i've been wronged and i've been wrong my whole life and for once, it felt good to be right, to feel right. i felt good, i was loved. it's something i've never experienced, i've never been happy, for as long as i've lived. i'm just so good at being lost, at being broken, this only seems natural. i got what i deserved, this has been building and building from all the hearts i've broken. it's only fair that mine would break too. the most tragic of tragedys.. give me the poison, i want to drink it too, juliet.