it's all so overrated.

keri is the best for sending me an elf bookmarker. i don't read books, but i love it anyway! maybe i should start reading books? ehh, i'm over it. for a while, i wanted to move down south, maybe to san diego. infact, i was getting shit ready to transfer and whatnot, why you ask.. well, i figured that i'm given chances in my life to do great things, and if i have all these chances to go different places, live different lives, then why the hell shouldn't i take advantage of that? i'm fortunate to be where i am today, but if i have the opportunity to do it somewhere else, i might as well take every chance i get, right or wrong? today is one of those days that i just want to sleep forever. or at least for a week or so.. that would be so fabulous. and i wish i wasn't so fuckin emotional about everthing, and on top of that, i'm so fuckin frustrated.. sexually, mentally, emotionally.. it's time i take care of that ;) i know that your eyes see straight through me and speak to me when i was down.