once again i'm feeling dead from the world. maybe not from the world, maybe i'm just feeling dead. i was home this weekend, it was wonderful. ate taco truck i dunno how many times, spent quality time with my grandma.. had some good times with the parentals. i guess things couldn't have happened any better..

the reality of things have yet to completely sink in. but as for now, it's hitting me pretty hard. i'm sooo drained.. emotionally, it's kicking my ass.

i'll be home again in 2 weeks. we'll make love under the stars, just like the first time..