the harder i push the further i fall.. but i can't always be wrong.

Today is a sad, sad day. This is one of those days that I want to just sleep through it, wake up a week later perhaps. "I won't tell your secrets, your secrets are safe with me." I wish I could be home right now for many reasons.

Show me how to live, let me read your mind, this is so foolish. I can't make you love me, but I'll make love to you at the end of the road. Even the scientist doesn't want trouble from the stupid girl. I should be barely breathing but in my next lifetime I'll think twice before I sing songs about rain. Just watch the fireworks, don't stop believing, but you must stay gone. I need you, but I don't wanna hurt you and I'm already there, a little hot and tipsy, but one sweet day you'll come to my window so I can be with you in this wild world.

if you understand, bravo. if you don't, don't feel bad that you're slow, just accept it.