Monday, January 17, 2005

One day, Whore-a and I were watching Ju-on, the Japanese and also original version of The Grudge. The movie contained subtitles, which was a BIG plus considering I don't speak Japanese! Hmm, go figure. Well, I was getting pretty into the movie, trying to pick up some Japanese as it played. To be honest, I did know a few words here or there, solely because last year as many of you know, my roommate was Japanese, and better yet, she was an exchange student straight from Japan! She'd try and teach me Japanese, but since I have the attention span of a fly, it would be hard for me to retain much of anything she'd attempt to teach me. The point is, I did pick up a few words and I was proud because I had the upper hand to Laura. Boo ya! At one point during the movie, my mom happened to walk by in the kitchen area and as she was walking I yelled at her, "Hey mom, can you understand what they're saying?" She replied with a disappointed and frustrated tone in her voice, "I'm Chinese, Megan." I then said, "Yeah, I know, but maybe.." She cut me off by saying, "NO." And she kept on walking. Sometimes I'm funny.


"I promised I'd see it again, I promised I'd see this with you now."

It's been long overdue. It felt like it used to do. I was all nervous yet anxious at the same time. I was eager to hear what would come out of your mouth next. I couldn't help but watch you watch me. Even in the moments of silence so many things were understood.

"I need you now like I needed you then."

I know a lot of things go unsaid about the way we feel, and I know that sometimes it's hard to find the time to talk let alone hangout, but we both know that through thick and thin, we'll always be there for eachother. Somehow we always seem to know what the other is thinking, you know the words that will come out of my mouth, and I know the look that you'll give me after I say them. You know that after you talk to me, hoping for advice, I won't say anything because you know exactly how I feel, you know that I know that you already know the answer.

"I'm finding that you, and you alone, can break my fall."

Just one more thing.. I love you. More than you'll ever understand, more than you'll ever know.

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