This is how we do it on Tuesdays. Homegirl Nicole grew some balls :) Holla!!!
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So, the picture is old.. well, somewhat. But I just realized how fuckin funny I am. Damn it, I'm a sexy bitch.
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Sometimes it hurts, other times I hurt her with violence. -- An excerpt from the autobiography Laura wrote for me.

I'm probably gonna get my booty spanked for this one, but I don't care who you are, this shit is funny. This is Nicole, passed out.. again, cuddling with Pooh and also her cup of water. The water is what gets me.
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What do people want? Don't say zebras because apparantly it goes deeper than that.

Well I've never prayed but tonight I'm on my knees. I need to hear some sounds that recognize the pain in me.

I see it around me, I see it in everything. I could be so much more than this.

and i think, deep down, part of you wants this too.

Megan: So, what's Jamie doing?
Cindy: Walking around her house naked, masturbating.

By the way you brought me here, it makes believe the best is yet to come and I don't want to leave. Forgive my hesitation but I'm learning to trust in you. Help me to dream these dreams because I don't have a clue. If you'd be honest and say what you mean you know I would promise I'd do anything because I know that without you I'm giving it away. If this what you wanted? Cause I'm willing to change. Now that I'm certain, there's so much more to gain. You've introduced me to the moment but I'm looking to stay for good. You asked me to stay forever. Well, you know that I would, I would do anything. The nights are forever and maybe I'm wrong, but it feels like I'm so lost without you. So I step towards the heat, it's the way I can see, and it makes me believe that it's you.By the way you brought me here it makes me believe the best is yet to come and I don't want to leave, I won't, but anyway... The nights are forever, I can't get to sleep cause I know there's a reason. I'm in this too deep and I'm not sure that without you, I'm giving it away. Yeah. Giving it away...

If you were Chinese, and you lived your whole life in China, and you ate Chinese food every single meal, then why would you want to come to the United fuckin States and go out to eat at a Chinese resturante? Especially when you know Chinese food IN CHINA, I'm sure is far superior than Chinese food in america. This bothers me.

So my sister calls me up on the cellular phone today, twice.. which is big considering she calls me, oh.. NEVER. Anyway, she left me a message, babbling about some bullshit, but the thing that stood out in my mind is when she told me that she wanted her car back. This makes me angry yet excited at the same time. I'm excited (we'll go with the positives first) because hey, I never wanted to trade cars in the first place. It's all wired and ready to go for my amp and box, plus.. it was my first car. But I'm angry because I drove more than I slept this past weekend just so I could trade cars with her. Maybe I did drink all her beer and eat all her food when I got stoned, but hey.. no excuses!

I feel like my soul has been cleansed. It's to new beginnings.. I'm done with endings.

If you want to get addicted to tobacco, you should smoke these. -- Jana commenting on Camel Turkish Royals.

Megan: I'm going to sing a lullaby to you every night before you go to bed.
Nicole: I will muzzle you!!!

For you, Frankie..

Personally, I believe an orgasm is a very beautiful thing. Not only does it satisfy your physical wants and desires, but it also frees your mind. In the words of Cecile from Cruel Intentions, "it was like an explosion!.. but a good one." As you asked earlier, yes your body does slightly convulse and your muscles (mostly *those* muscles) do tighten. Now, I'm not exactly sure what it feels like for a guy, mainly because I'm not a guy, but I'd bet the feeling is somewhat similar, no? You also asked me if orgasms were easy to fake. I say yes. I mean, who likes to feel inadequate in bed? Everyone likes to know that what they were doing was enjoyed, to the full extent. Girls don't especially like to fake it, but there's a small percentage of women who actually have orgasms, and on occasion, some of them just want it to end.. so they fake it. This is only an opinion, just remember that.

and even if i told you how it really was, it won't matter. and even though i've changed, it won't matter. you'll believe what you want to believe and it won't matter because it's over now.