my feelings cannot be bottled nor pushed aside. my heart is ready to burst into the night sky. evade me and my temple, leave me for a better place. with you. you've stolen my heart, and it's yours to keep. it doesn't belong to me any longer, it's never been mine. out of all of this, there's one thing i want you to know, i miss you.

today has become the equilivant of my greatest accomplishment throughout my lifetime. i don't have much to show for the things i've done, good or bad, but today marks the day i've proved to myself that i can become the person i've been dreaming about for so many years. today is a day i've never imagined, never thought would come.. but alas, my fears have been broken, they've been shattered.

[i want to become what you became to me]

i suppose all things must come to an end one day or another. change is inevitable. it's the willingness of accepting this change and the willingness of actually changing with the tides. the moon has moved into brightest of spots, the stars have never shined like this before. i shouldn't feel as lost as i do, but i guess some things may never change..