Sunday, May 29, 2005

it's been a crazy month, and crazy is to say the least. i've left my mark in that damn apartment, almost on every wall. luckily life goes on.. on to bigger and better things. it's weird that i have every physical thing that makes me who i am in my possesion. but i guess when i take a good look at things, i do have an enormous amount of shit. it's a good feeling, to be responsible for yourself, to know you and only you have control of your destiny.

"and i still won't tell no one your name"

Wednesday, May 18, 2005


that's alls i'm sayin
Word.

intimacy, second round with additional players
Word.

reppin' the ganstas of the bath
Word.

laura is my naked senorita, ole
Word.

this, my friends, is a par-tay animal
Word.

the king of beer
Word.

don't ask questions
Word.

one
Word.

two
Word.

three
Word.
Some FUCKED UP shit, don't you agree?
JUDICIAL OUTCOME NOTICE
May 18, 2005
Megan Nicholson
Towers at Centennial Square – Apartment 1201
796 Font Boulevard
San Francisco, CA 94132

Dear Ms. Nicholson

This letter is to serve as follow-up to the administrative meeting scheduled with me on Friday, May 13, 2005 at 2:30 PM. The following is a summary of what occurred at our meeting:

We spoke specifically about the actions which brought you to my office and why your actions were considered an ‘evictable offense’.

My concerns regarding this situation are:
Please know you can be held responsible for the actions of others in your apartment if you know something inappropriate is going on in your room. My expectations are that you either: stop the behavior; get someone else [like a staff member] to stop the behavior if you do not feel comfortable doing so; or remove yourself from the situation entirely.
My utmost concern was for the safety of the residents and staff in this community. Although the behavior exhibited [tossing water balloons] may have been deemed in a ‘fun and games’ sort of manner, the potential for bodily harm or injury was great.
You exhibited behavior which leads me to believe you are not self monitoring your own behavior. You are relying on the housing staff to keep your actions within reason. This is a skill to be learned while living here at SFSU. I need to make a more concerted effort on your part to look at the impact your actions have on others in the community.
You were not fully forthcoming and honest with the staff when they were collecting information regarding the incident with which you were involved
You have compromised the trust, honesty, and respect factors in your relationship with your landlord and community in a close-quarters living environment where these elements are paramount to a successful communal living environment.

After discussing your case with appropriate staff in your community, I am finding you RESPONSIBLE for your actions. Given your current conduct history, I am imposing the following sanctions:

You MUST quit, surrender, and vacate your licensed and assigned bedspace as of 8:00 PM on Tuesday, May 24, 2005. You will be receiving a separate NOTICE TO QUIT which will formally cancel your license.
You are “persona non grata” or otherwise not welcome in the Residence community.
You are being held financially responsible through the remainder of your License Agreement [Friday, May 27, 2005]. Any acting out behavior will necessitate your case file being forwarded to the SFSU Campus Judicial Coordinator for further adjudication.
It is very important to complete the following check-out procedures in order to avoid any additional charges. When you check out, you will need to:

1. Schedule a check-out appointment with your RA. The appointment will last approximately 15 minutes, and should take place as close as possible to the time of your departure. Please sign up for your check-out appointment 1-2 days in advance to avoid schedule conflicts. During this appointment you and your RA will inventory your room for damages. (Amount of charges will vary depending on damage)

2. Turn in all of your keys. ($50 charge for failure to do so).

3. Turn in your mattress pad ($12.00 charge for failure to do so.)

4. The forwarding address section must be complete on your Room Condition Form and a forwarding address card must be filled out and turned in. This is kept at your reception desk. Housing and Residential Services will forward magazines for the first two weeks after your departure. Those forwarded will arrive postage due. Please provide your vendors with your forwarding address. If you do not leave a forwarding address, your mail will be returned to sender.

5. Please be responsible for leaving your room clean. This includes wastebasket emptied, floor vacuumed, walls cleaned, and furniture returned to its original position. Reasonable wear and tear is expected, however, a cleaning fee will be charged for failure to make a reasonable effort.

Should you wish to appeal the outcome of this hearing, you may do so by putting your appeal in writing within three [3] business days from the date of this letter to the next higher ranking housing officer. You may direct your appeal to DJ Morales, Director - Residential Life. Be certain your appeal request falls under the guidelines provided on page 56 in your Welcome Home: A Guide to Living in the Residence Community. Should you choose to appeal, that process while pending does not delay nor negate your being required to complete the assigned sanctions by the specified deadline.

Please be aware this letter resolves the Housing violations regarding this incident. Your case may be adjudicated at the Campus level resulting in additional hearings or imposed sanctions.
EVICTED.. BITCHES!

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

i'd say it's pretty fuckin ironic.. i mean, if you ask me.

Saturday, May 07, 2005

i'll be completely honest.. everything that's happened in these past few weeks, i'm really not okay. there's so much shit going on, i'm so overwhelmed. i am barely holding on, to anything that i can grab. i'm not sure if i can fall any farther, i'm pretty far down. i need some help, i need something or someone to help me. s-o-fuckin-s.

Thursday, May 05, 2005

remember that description about a potato peeler, peeling away the lining of my stomach? instead of my stomach, change it to my heart.

Monday, May 02, 2005

my mom makes me cry.