and all i can do is sit and wonder.. until i'm blue in the face. it makes me sick just thinking about myself and all the time i'm wasting by sitting here thinking, constantly. if only things didn't require thought, if only questions were never asked, if only.. 

Doing some jager bombs.. 

At the hookah bar. Haley, me, Hannah. Drunk? Maybe just a little. 

and it all makes perfect sense now, why we said the things we did. it's like the pieces of the puzzle are coming together, and the reasons for feeling the things we felt all makes sense now. i haven't lived like this for sometime now, it's a new chapter in a new book.

When you feel embarrassed then i'll be your pride
When you need directions then i'll be the guide
For all time.

what makes something beautiful?

how do you find happiness?

do you love everybody you love?

how do you want to be remembered?

if you had five minutes to live, who would you call and why are you waiting?

what if the rest of your life was the best of your life?

why be afraid of something you want?

i can't really explain it, i'm so into you now

and today is one of those days.. one of those days that i wish i weren't alone. sometimes i just need someone to hold me and tell me that everything will be alright.

THEY WERE CONES!

it's like i'm different when i'm around you and i'm not sure if i like who that person is anymore. but i hate the person you are around different people, it's not even you. you don't even know how much you've changed, you don't even know i was the best thing that happened to you..

working is so overrated. some people who you think you're closest to, can really let you down. and by the way, don't play one on one basketball, pivot and snap your knee cause it's not one of the best feelings to be felt.. unless you're into that sort of thing.

i'm not really into finding a boyfriend. i just want to focus on friends, school and the things i like to do. besides, guys always like the girl who couldn't care less about them, but hey, that's me.