It's so funny how one day two people can say that they'll always be together, no matter what. They just talk about the future with eachother in it and don't stop to think.. what happens when things change? Not once did they consider the possibility that one day they won't be together, they won't be in eachother's futures, they won't even be talking.. It's funny because not once did I think about this, not once. I mean, I pictured (maybe) like a week where we wouldn't talk, but not months, not like it has been. So, now it makes me think, was everything we've been through just a lie? We both made promises and neither one of us are keeping them nor are we trying to either. Honestly, I never thought this to be possible, for us to be in this situation.. for us not to be "us" anymore. People are asking after you and it's hard for me to answer mainly because I don't know the answer. It sucks to look back at the times we shared and think, that's all we have now, that's all we're gonna have. If, by some chance, you read this.. just know that I miss you, I'm always going to miss you and I will always love you with everything my heart can give you.